Um. I bought the first volume of the Cowboy Bebop manga yesterday, when I was in Gamezilla. It's the english translation, but it was done by Tokyopop, and they've been pretty decent lately. I liked it bunches. :3 Mwaa.
11:30 PM +/ mail +/

thursday, may 30

mwaa~! I have Claris Project chibis! <3
5:55 PM +/ mail +/

wednesday, may 29

I'm really really tempted to make a layout with poorly drawn, crayon stick figures. I think I will, actually.
10:46 PM +/ mail +/

No matter how much Yuna gets on my nerves, the "Suteki da ne?" scene was still horribly cute. :B
6:14 PM +/ mail +/

bleeee.
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tuesday, may 28

I NEED to kidnap this Auron cosplayer in the first picture. ;__; Mandy saw him and I am so jealous.
11:24 PM +/ mail +/

If you want to buy this for the extras, don't. Just...don't. All that work for *seven* *extra* *scenes*, and the only decent one was the extended potions class. (Well, and the one with Seamus, because his actor is just too cute. :3) POO.
10:08 PM +/ mail +/

I am going to kill whoever designed the navigation for the Harry Potter DVD. Honestly, could they make it any HARDER to find things?
9:23 PM +/ mail +/

sunday, may 26

the bad thing about having your nail cracked in half, with both pieces still attached to your thumb: no matter how short you cut it, it will *still* catch on anything and everything you touch.
10:56 PM +/ mail +/

...um. this has to be the most disturbing thing I've read in a while. in what universe are multiple penises supposed to be sexy?

and no, I wasn't looking for that. honest. (I was actually looking for ffix fic. :B) but that doesn't change the fact that it is so amazingly and completely...wrong. wrong wrong wrong.

carolyn is scarred for life now. and quickly losing coherency as her brain shuts down because she should probably be sleeping.

did I mention wrong? 'cause that really, really is.
6:02 AM +/ mail +/

I can't sleep, yay.

Yesterday I cut my thumb really really badly. I was cutting boxes at work, and the knife slipped. My nail was split completely in two, and there was a rather deep cut across the top. Blood everywhere. It was fun. Anyway, I have three bandaids on my thumb (and a lot of tape because they wouldn't stick) because I'm too lazy to find something better. And it hurts to type, but I'm doing it anyway.

I haven't stayed up past sunrise in a while, so I'm kind of enjoying the quiet right now. I'll be sleeping all day, though. Yeah.

This was pointless.
5:54 AM +/ mail +/

tuesday, may 21

added a commenting system. yay!
1:06 AM +/ mail +/

I am yet again bored.

Maybe if I stare at my buddy list hard enough someone I know will come online.

And if I don't know you, email me your screen name anyway. Please? You'll be my new best friend.
12:58 AM +/ mail +/

monday, may 20

Bed now. I think I'm getting sick, I've been dizzy all day. And I also think my brother's drunk (again, for fuck's sake), but that's another matter.
2:29 AM +/ mail +/

Okay, attempt in finding a cure for boredom, take one:

Tell stupid stories that go nowhere.

This morning, I could hear my neighbour (about my age) having an argument with her boyfriend across the street. I wasn't supposed to, mind you; she was in the house, and her windows were open. Though I'm pretty sure I would have been able to hear her with them closed. At any rate, it was an extremely vulgar topic, and I'm immature enough to find it really funny: they were arguing about where they have sex. At the top of their lungs. While her mother was at church, and neighbourhood children were playing outside.

Apparently, she's sick and tired of having sex only in his bedroom. I went inside before I could hear much else, because I hate feeling like I'm eavesdropping. However, how angry he was remains completely *not* funny, and the way he treated her even worse. To quote directly, "I'll fuck my girlfriend wherever I fucking want to." Now it doesn't sound that bad in type, but with his tone of voice, it was downright scary. So I don't know whether I should be calling her to see if she's okay or not. And I remember when he used to be such a nice boy.

And in other news, that stupid vampire evil king is pissing the FUCK out of me. Rar.
2:27 AM +/ mail +/

Does anyone out there have a cure for complete and utter fucking boredom? .__.

Maybe I'll go make a new layout. Or make/adopt sprites (I need a Necavi one. XD Being a stupidly dedicated fangirl.). Or stick my head in a blender. Any one would work.
1:41 AM +/ mail +/

saturday, may 18

Necavi would like to say that he usually dresses in a stylish black trenchcoat, but Etoile caught him at a candid moment... XP Which Claris Project character do you most resemble? Surely you are dying to know.

necavi~! <3
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thursday, may 16

You and your eyeliner. Now all you need is to wear nothing but black and to start writing bad poetry about how dark and depressing your life is. Come on, we're waiting. XD
3:35 AM +/ mail +/

Pam, for some unknown reason, your blog has been deemed inappropriate content by my school server. Be proud. Or something.

[UNREASONABLE TEENAGE ANGST]

I'm absolutely sick of being overcome with these sudden feelings of worthlessness. I know that they're unfounded, and it isn't even something that I believe about myself. But they just appear, and it's so hard to get them to go away again.

I'm sick of sleeping all the time, to the point where I'll take pills just so I won't have to deal with myself. I'm sick of withdrawing from my friends. I'm sick of the fact that I'm enjoying the things I used to like to do less and less. And I am ABSOLUTELY sick of the fact that these pills that are supposed to help me are doing the exact opposite. The side effects are so bad that they keep me from functioning properly, and there has been absolutely no change in mood (other than pure apathy when I'm not upset) after a month of treatment.

I don't even want to be taking them. I didn't in the first place. All I want is to know what this IS, not some miracle cure to make things better. Why do people insist that a little pink pill will make things right again?

And why is it that during the moments that I really need someone to talk to, my buddy list is completely empty?

[/UNREASONABLE TEENAGE ANGST]

Okay, it's out of my system. No more from me.
1:28 AM +/ mail +/

saturday, may 11

I agree that the last five minutes were not-so-good. I enjoyed the rest of the movie, though. (And my tickets were free, so that kind of helped. XD)
11:00 PM +/ mail +/

In other news, I don't think I've been eating enough. o__o I just had a samosa and five crackers and my tummy is so full it HURTS.
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wednesday, may 8

Hate to say it, dear, but this is what you get when you act like a spookykid. Another reason why flowery prose about your darkness inside is BAD. XD;
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monday, may 6

I think I'm getting sick (again). Or my new medication is tearing at the lining of my stomach in ADDITION to giving me severe migranes and making me jumpy and making me paranoid and making me grind my teeth so that my whole mouth is sore. Wonderful.

I don't have school tomorrow, yay!
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friday, may 3

Lyn is now being worshipped as God for leading me to this game. XD LOVE.
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wednesday, may 1

Heehee. I have Okage now~! <3 ::goes to play::

Don't expect me on tonight. :3
10:42 PM +/ mail +/